14.1.13
For the past 3 days I've been nocturnal. (Ps I'm not very proud of this)I won't sleep till at least 8am and I won't wake up until 9pm. Tbh I really hate being nocturnal, I used to find it pretty cool and amazing since I was one of the few who could manage such task. But now, seeing how serious things are this year, with HSC, studies and health, a fucked up sleeping pattern is the last thing I would want. It's 6:49am atm, hopefully I can last throughout the day without sleep in order to regain a normal pattern back.
Speaking of health, I think it's this sleeping thing that caused the ulcer near my throat. I always get ulcers when I'm tired/stressed out, and the thing is, this ulcer has been the most painful one in my life. I tolerate pain pretty well, but this- this is way too much. You can't swallow for shit, you can't salivate for shit and you can't yawn for shit. Whenever you try to do any of these things, it irritates the ulcer and in return my right ear gets so sensitive it starts to hurt. (You know that feeling when you actually have a cold/sore throat or something and it gets so bad that when you swallow it hurts the innards of your ears? It's just like that, except it only happens on the right side of my face.) It hurts to drink water, I hurts to eat, it just hurts in general :(
- Jay Bell, Something Like Summer
