22.3.13
- Today Mr Laurendet mocked me in class lol
"It'd be interesting if you would do the same thing as I do in class for once" (I vaguely remember his exact words but it was something along the lines of this, saying how I never seem to do the the same maths activities/chapters he teaches in class etc; And it probably sounds jerkish the way I worded it but Mr Laurendet is the type who means no harm and even if he does, he does minimally so I guess I'm not as offended as I should be or anything) - I wanted to tell him, "I WOULD IF I COULD OKAY SO JUST LET ME TRY CATCHING UP FROM ONE YEAR AGO. I'M TRYING OKAY."
- I think he's under the impression I'm doing tutoring work (when I'm really just doing revision) ever since last year I decided to randomly as a question from tutor and then later in the upcoming lessons he subtly stated out how school mathematics is a priority over tutor etc;
- But I never thought it would come from him, since Mr Seymour is the only teacher that mocks me lol
- And Mrs Abson is starting to dislike me, I know it, I can feel it in mah blood
Well gee I'm sorry for not being your top student and taking more Japanese more seriously than I should. THERE IS ANOTHER SUBJECT CALLED ENGLISH WHICH IN COMPARISON TO JAPANESE NEEDS TEN TIMES MORE EFFORT NURTURING BECAUSE IT'S ONE OF THE FUCKING HARDEST SUBJECTS TO COMPETE IN FOR HSC OKAY SO JUST LET ME BE - Speaking of English I am so glad that there are people like Laura in this school
- It's just amazing
- But then I spent the whole 80 minute lesson of English sulking about the fact that I would have to compete against her for English and then the general idea of even being able to English just made me sad for the entire day
- This is going to sound really stupid but ever since I stopped writing fanfiction my English has just degraded
- Like a crashing stock market
- Economics has gotten to me.
