24.3.13
You know when you click on a link and that brings you to another link and that repeating sequence leads you to reading every single word on that link because it's about a matter/person that means/used to mean someone/something to you? I'm not sure if I make sense right now but I just did that and I really wished I didn't. You learn new things, things you never knew about and you just sit there thinking what an idiot I must be to think that some things were possible despite the possibility of it becoming reality was probably a percentage close to zero. But because of the fact that these things mean something to you, despite how disheartening it is to see these things, you continue to soldier on because it is human nature for us to satisfy our curiosities by unconsciously masochistically digging deeper. In the end you sit there and realise the fact that your mind was completely out of this world. I don't know what to do anymore, I guess I'm just going to try and sustain the relationships with people I have now and not journey on for something new that will most likely...|
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所以在我眼里，下了一场大雨。 |