19.4.13


You're always haunted by the idea you're wasting your life
    - Chuck Palahniuk, Diary
  • Tell everyone you're going to sleep at 7:30pm
  • Fall asleep at 8pm
  • Wake up at 9:53pm 
  • Lie around in bed and force yourself to fall back asleep until 10:50pm
  • Get up and write summaries for English until 2:30am 
  • Watch Kim Sam Soon till 3:15am to help you feel drowsy
  • Wake up at 5:13am 
  • Fall back to sleep 
  • Wake up again at 7:43am 
  • Fall back to sleep
  • Force yourself to wake up at 8:30 because of tutor 
  • Yawn x 1000 times
So today after tutor I went to Taste of Shanghai to surprise mum with 生煎包 and the lady told me that it'll be a 15 minute wait. You see the thing is when my mum picks me up, she can only stop where there's no parking/standing signs hence super super dangerous aka probably maximum one minute stop before you get caught/fined. So I kept lying to push back the time 'class ends late, 11:20' 'talking to the teacher about payment 11:30' etc. So I got in at 11:10, waited fifty hours because some fucken asian had a long ass phone order $100+ worth of food and I'm just sitting here like I JUST WANT ONE PLATE OF THESE BEAUTIFUL BUNS. ONE. Anyway I waited 15 minutes, which turned into 20, which turned into 25. Then a Chinese man comes in and orders 3 plates and after me waiting over half an hour, HE FUCKING GETS IT FIRST? BROSEF I FUCKEN WAITED 25 MINUTES BEFORE YOU, AND ONLY FOR ONE PLATE AND THE PEOPLE TELL ME 'number four might have to wait a bit', FUCK YOU, JUST BECAUSE I LOOK YOUNG AND EASY TO BULLY 欺负 IN COMPARISON TO NAGGY OLD WOMEN/MEN DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN TREAT ME LIKE AN IDIOT YOU FUCKWITS. In the end they gave me the box from an earlier order which was still waiting for it s owner and I just went with it. Fuck man I'm so angry. But it was so tasty in the end but the thirty minute wait/ignorance was not worth it.



In conclusion, I waited over half an hour for 8 of these beautiful little buns and a man who comes twenty minutes later gets 24 before me, with me still having to wait for my 8. I don't know why I said thank you after, especially when they should be owing me an apology (which  I never received). I don't know I just can't be so heartless like that old 24 bun man who just took his food without a thank you (because he was angry at the ten minute wait.. while I've been here for half a decade) 

Brace yourselves for a bad review ya lil shits



Tina ★

18 ' UNSW
今天天气晴,因为你只留给我背影,
所以在我眼里,下了一场大雨。