I feel obliged to study but every time I get home I immediately feel drowsy. 

Today in English we started to read Hamlet and the teacher was trying to allocate characters to different students

Ben to Patrick (who was allocated Hamlet): I know why you want me to be Ophelia, because you fall in love with me

Can I just also say that I deadset have no idea what to do for Mother's Day

To the extent where when today Leilei asked everyone to chip in $2 for Samantha's birthday cake, I couldn't afford it and told her I would give it tomorrow because I forgot my money (sigh that was a lie, it was more like my wallet had 10 cents and my key). I'm trying to find a job but it's so hard because all the places require 1-2 years of experience and I really don't want to work in the fast food industry anymore so I'm currently panicking right now. I'm quite upset with myself for spending money so hastily in the past because now I'm just sitting here penniless and tired- and also lost. 

Now to a completely irrelevant topic: