5.5.13
Recently I was talking to a friend about our English marks and when she mentioned how most her tests were misadventure/illness I got kinda annoyed. What this means is that, if she doesn't do well, her marks will be boosted up if her previous results were good (which they were). Yes she had her reasons, but to a certain extent it's just not fair to the other students. The reason I got annoyed was because she laughed after knowing her marks weren't as great as her marks before because she instinctively knew no matter how bad she did her final mark would be raised up because 1. she applied for illness/misadventure 2. her marks were better last year than this year.Like I know you guys are thinking, well she did have her reason so you shouldn't be like this but it just irritates me knowing that she could just laugh it off and didn't have to fear about having results as great as before. And tbh I don't think her reason actually affected her in person, I mean if she could apply for illness/misadventure because of those problems, then I would have gotten i/m for all my exams since the start of high school lol
- Not blogging a lot because I don't have anything to say anymore sigh
- One of the things I wanted to apply for requires N2 Japanese
- People are starting the irritate me
- And I'm also really sensitive to words (if that makes any sense) - a slip of the mouth and I'd have the sudden urge to slam your face into the ground kinda feeling
I'm also working on a 60 second project - I feel like it represents something very dear to me, as in what I will express in this short is a part of me and makes me who I am I guess (omg I sound like a cheese stick here urgh) I think I'm planning to film by next week and gather all the bits and pieces and finish by mid June. Even though I've started to plan, I've already encountered many, many problems
- 60 seconds is way too short for what I'm trying to get through to the audience
- I am foreign with this video editing thing they speak of
- If only I was Wesley Chan
