30.7.13
Yesterday, we got our marks back for Module C, aka the final assessment before trials and also along with our accumulative rank (HSC rank so far in the grade)- Why do I always get the same marks for all my module essays? For the past three module exams, I've gotten the same mark, no joke. I'm not sure if I should be happy that I'm not improving at all or consistency is good. I don't find myself getting anywhere with this, sigh.
And to those who expect people going tutoring to do really well naturally, f u all. Everyone does things differently, some decide to make 101% use of their tutor and some just go because they have to. To be honest I don't know why I go tutor anymore, I think I mainly go for the notes (I miss school to a point where everyone else has hand outs from the teacher and I have like two sheets, so yeah that's why I make up in tutor). But the good thing about tutor is that it makes you even more competitive. I remember getting our results for module C and the first thing I did was ask Jess/Melissa/Bodelia what they got (because we go to the same tutor). But anyway, my point is unlike those who take advantage of their tutors by sending them essays and asking them to mark (like the majority of our class haha) I just sit there, eat and gather my notes. That's it, so don't say shit like "well yeah, they go tutor of course they're gonna do better" or shit like that, you're merely finding an excuse for yourself. I think this is why I'm thinking of not going to tutor anymore, I have everything I need and it's not like I send shit to Daniel for him to mark anyway so I don't see a point anymore sigh crey. What am I even talking about anymoreeeee
