9.7.13
- Can these weird dreams please stop pestering me
- I don't think I've ever felt this desperate before, I'm seeking something yet I reject it at the same time
- Why do I feel so lonely, I don't understand. I'm the type of person who doesn't talk to many people online, because I don't feel the need to. I'm satisfied with the one digit amount of people I have around me, (aka less than 5) and have never asked for more because I've always felt fulfilled with them. But these days it just feels like whenever I need them, they're not actually there. So am I asking for too much? Am I being greedy with what I already have? Is this why I feel so alone? Does that mean that I don't mean as much as they do to me? Does that mean that I don't matter?
Demons are liars and angles are honest.
But people speak both lies and truths, so we're most troublesome of all.
