31.8.13
You're not a tree.I'm so lost about my future. I know I sincerely want to do a commerce and arts double degree and study Japanese but what do I do with the pieces of paper I get after graduating? Do I frame it on a wall and just look at it or do I stuff it amongst my drawers and never see it again? Because I seriously have no idea what I want to do in the future. I really don't see myself sitting at an office desk doing something economics related (even though I've always seen myself doing that, I apologise if I don't make sense right now) but I really want to teach something. I don't want to be a teacher, but more of a tutor (raise more moolah ya know). Either teaching Japanese in Australia, which isn't really a good idea because there are already institutions doing that and doing a good job at it, therefore competition is like wham. But maybe teach English in Japan? During my exchange trip, if we weren't with our host parents, we were with Mogi Mogi, an English tutor in Japan.
She would hold the lessons at her own house, all the neighbouring kids would come and learn English and you can tell she earns quite a lot of money from that and she is happy with what she does as well. I want to do something along those lines too, but there are way too many sacrifices I'd have to make. Family, friends and everything else I have with me here. Despite my parents against me studying abroad in Japan (Chinese parents vs the history of what the Japanese did to the Chinese hence inevitable fear that shit's going to happen if I do go Japan), it just feels right for me. I'm not saying that I would go against my parents, it's just that 6th sense that you would have a much happier life doing what you want, where you want.
Anyone who's also a bit hazy about what they want to do in the future, talk to me pleaseee maybe we can work something out
Episode 21 was a bit holy shit. Although I usually find Mikasa a bit too over protective of Eren, I absolutely loved her in this episode. And that moment when Levi had to 'hug' Mikasa away from her chasing the female titan, first thought: Eren's gonna be jelly ehehehe (the life of a Levi x Eren shipper)
