6.8.13
Today's exam was the most painful assessment ever- I allnightered so I memorised at least a solid 3.5k of words
- I threw up all my coffee because I have a tendency to become really nauseous when I over stress/get really tired. It was like someone pushing down onto my chest and I found it so hard to breathe
- My ear infection is not getting any better, I can't drink, I can't eat and I can't swallow. I've been taking antibiotics, yes it does go away for a bit but then bAM motherfucker comes back. And I saw I tasted internal bleeding (not that it's possible) but this ear thing is fucking me over
- My ear started to blare in the English exam so I sat there with one hand fiddling with my ear because it was really really uncomfortable :(
- I think I also have a fever (a common after effect of these internal ear infections)
So basically it today's module paper the questions were general and easily adaptable but I couldn't fucking finish my Frankenstein essay and I forgot to write a Hamlet conclusion so basically the only thing I did decent in was Module C. I wrote 8 pages but I spent 45 minutes and that cost me 3 pages in Frankenstein because I only ended up with 5 and cut out 4 fucking major body paragraphs. Also finished off Hamlet with 8 pages but I don't think it made sense because I tried to incorporate the question into my thesis but I couldn't concentrate because of the beautiful heat that radiated within my ear
- Ended up with three new callouses, I have never written this madly before (yet I still couldn't finish)
- I couldn't even touch my hand after, even the wind blowing on it was so fucking aching
- Tried to eat with chopsticks at lunch, couldn't even hold the food because it huuuuurt :(
- Typing hurt too so I ended up indulging in the new episode of Running Man and slept while ignoring my Skype messages because I really did not want to touch anything (sorry guise)
Wake up, mum comes home, massage time!
- She used wind curve oil and holy shit she massaged it into my neck and even now it's still burning and it feels so good
- My ear decided to blow up
Just then I was going to ask Kelly how she went for English but being the blind lil faggot I am I misclicked and ended up asking Rodney HAHAHAHAHAAHA I literally felt like:
"OMG WHAT DO I DO IS THIS GONNA BE AWKWARD SINCE HE DON'T TALK AT ALL OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG" But I guess it was okay and relevant because I asked about module papers yesterday night so I guess it was okay to ask how he did anyway (and the fact we go to same tutor so yay bonus points for me)
I felt slack if I said 'whoops wrong person' but he actually sincerely replied which is nice because we don't talk (even in tutor he doesn't say anything) but yeah whoops gonna look twice before I start any conversation now
