4.8.13
- What if the belonging question has nothing to do with the admat I prepared? I'm just wishing that it has something to do with place... or something... or just a really general question
- What do I do for creative writing... I know people in tutor are preparing for it but the risk of it not relating to the stimulus is really high
- I think this is the first time ever in my last 3 years of high school life where I'm preparing to sleep before midnight, unlike other days which I just all nighter the entire week through
- I'm really nervous because in my timetable, there is no time slot for me to squeeze in 200 pages of economics notes to memorise, I also need to write an essay for a China case study
- I also bet William $100 on this and I think I'm already losing
- I hope I don't get a panic attack during English like last time, where I could not breathe at all, it was so difficult and I spent the reading time and a few minutes into my exam time trying to calm myself down. It was one of the worst feelings ever, it's like you're trying to gape for air even though you're not drowning or anything, or like something squeezing your heart, constraining your heart beat
- This is the last English exam I will ever do at school, and I really want to prove to myself that I am worthy, prove to myself that despite my lack of time management, I tried my best and most of all prove to myself that I am capable of improvement.
My toes also just cramped so bad two minutes ago, I kept biting my pen lid and whining just to divert my attention from the pain (which didn't work). But now I don't feel as sleepy anymore.
Therefore my plan for tonight (until tomorrow morning) is
- Do the belonging unseen questions
- Brainstorm ideas for creative
- Sleep before 11
- Wake up at 6 and do an hour of revising
- Eat a banana ten minutes before entering the exam (brain food!)
- Try my hardest
- Give my best
- And strive for success! (HPS anyone haha)
