* * *

There were once 8 people in the Japanese Extension class, and 2 dropped. There are 6 remaining people. However, of the 6 remaining people, only 4 attend class. One of the girls who don't attend class, let's call her, Girl A, has her own problems so the 4 of us back off and just let her be. However, there's this guy called Ben. Recently, he hasn't been attending classes/going to school because he has been 'very ill' (apparent migraines or someshit). If you are ill, then of course we will sympathise and try to help you bUT IF ILL MEANS 'STILL ON STEAM AT 2AM IN THE FUCKING MORNING' THEN BITCH YOU NEED TO GTFO WITH YOUR EXCUSES. Every time he hears the word monologue, he would say 'Oh I have a dentist appointment I need to go'. Even today when the teacher asked him to say his monologue to the Japanese guy, he pussied out and went home. If you're gonna fucking pussy out on normal practice, the fuck are you going to do when the actual HSC orals come around the corner? 

This is a person who has 11 units and can drop this 1 unit. An extension monologue requires 3 minutes, he couldn't even get to 1 minute in class today and that's an automatic, let's say, 2 out of 10. He fucking drags everyone down, he has only done one exam of all 3 units of Japanese. He missed the continuers exam, he missed out on the speaking and he missed out on extension monologue orals. Whatever his estimate is going to fucking be, it's gonna be shit and drag the entire cohort down. Obviously we can't make him drop Japanese in general but extension, he can. He says he wants to keep extension japanese because he think he'll do better in it than maths extension. Celine (in his class) says he's actually doing okay in maths. COMPARED TO THE FUCKING 2/10 YOU'RE GOING TO GET FOR ORALS, IM PRETTY SURE YOU'RE GOING TO DO BETTER IN MATHS YOU SELFISH ASS. 

Today I finally asked the other three girls (who attend class) to confront Ben, because even after the teacher/deputy etc; asked him to drop, he still wouldn't and we basically deduced that peer pressure might work better. Of course the other three were hesitating at first (because it's pree doge) and they were saying to give him another chance. It has been 21 fucking months since the beginning of this course, he had more than once chance okay. Clearly after today's session, after his less than 1 minute monologue, we are definitely going to ask him to drop soon. 

Erica was also a bit hesitant because she was scared that Ben's mum would get involved and shit (that's another story) and to be honest, if his son is going to be a fuck wit and drag 5 other people's marks down knowingly, then their whole family needs to go sit on a cactus. How selfish can you fucking be? This is HSC, this is the future of students we are talking about and if your son is going to fuck them all up, then I hope you go fuck yourselves too. This sounds rude/disrespectful but I've had enough of this shit, and his shit. 

And he was also saying how because of his misadventure and illnesses, if our cohort does bad, it's all our fault (the 4 kids who actually fucking attend class and try). Since Girl A also has misadventure and illnesses, he's basically saying that if we fuck up, it's all our fault- not his for not trying. BEN, SERIOUSLY, YOU NEED TO FUCK YOURSELF. THE FOUR OF US ARE FULFILLING OUR DUTY AS STUDENTS, ATTENDING CLASS WHETHER MORNING OR NORMAL AND FUCKING TRYING OUR HARDEST TO DO WELL AS A GROUP WHEREAS AN ASSWIPE LIKE YOU WHO DOESN'T EVEN FUCKING TRY/PREPARE FOR EXAMS, COMES IN AND GOES LIKE 'well it's not my fault if you guys are getting dragged down'. YES IT FUCKING IS. YOUR SHIT MARKS ARE GOING TO DRAG EVERYONE DOWN. Oh wait, what marks? Did you even bother coming to the exams? Whoops. 

This is my bottled frustration (it has been a few weeks). Call me a jerk, I don't care. It's HSC, there's no going back. If someone's going to fuck around and mess shit up, I most likely will go ape shit. I'm the one trying to raise everyone's marks up but if there's going to be faggot who isn't even going to try (and eventually blame our efforts as the destruction of our marks) then I hope he chokes on his morning coffee. (He also has really bad coffee breath, it's disgusting).