30.10.13
Feeling a bit nostalgic atm. This is dedicated to the brother whom I really love dearly.- I remember in year 4 when I fell down with Michelle and my knee was bleeding and gross and you came to pick me up from school, took me to the doctors and patiently waited for me.
- I remember in primary when we were at the food court and you asked if my skin condition was acting up and kept worrying if I was alright.
- I remember when you were still with Yang Yang and one night my hives acted up really, really badly yet you were always by my side until I had to go hospital. I also remember Yang Yang kissed me on the cheek to reassure me. Even though I was probably in hell that night, I was extremely glad that I had a brother like you.
- I remember in primary where I would save up money but then I'd spend it on Kettle chips and KFC, where you would eat the burger/chicken and I would fill myself up with chips and gravy. We'd also buy Starburst then have a 'picnic' in front of the TV when it really was just munching on Kettle and candy haha. I still remember how you would always buy honey baked ham while I scavenged for herb and spices. Even though I'd always complain about how you always ate the chicken/burger and only left me with the gravy, I really actually didn't mind at all.
- I still remember the times where we would go sushi train and you would especially order the tempura hand roll for me. It was days like those where I felt extremely lucky and happy.
- I remember in year 2 when I first told you about friend problems I was having and you actually advised me on how to solve it by telling me to say this badass phrase to them. Too bad I can't remember what you actually told me to say.
- I remember how there were times where you would let me play on your Ragnarok account and help you find cards while you napped next to me LOL Even though it sounds stupid now it was something I really enjoyed because I used to love Ragnarok back then but my brother uninstalled it because I think I spent too much time playing
- Then there were the times where we would jam to S Club 7, Backstreet Boys, Jay Chou, JJ Lin, Angela Zhang, SHE and BoA. We would duet or just karaoke to our heart's content and even now I still listen to the songs we once played on that CD.
- I also remember when we would play ball in the second living room. I hated it when I got the kitchen side because finding the ball was a pain in the ass but nevertheless it was still fun
- I can also pinpoint the times where I would go downstairs to gym with you and once when you were using that leg thing you placed your hands onto the floor and that furry white little ball thing stung you and you started to bleed. Ever since then I've avoided them.
- I could also remember the times where you wouldn't let me study on my bed because you thought I'd be the ultimate distraction while you were playing CS/Starcraft/WoW
- I remember the time where I asked you why your handwriting looked like crap but then you took the time to write hello neatly in your maths book and I was like woah no way this is your writing
- Then you graduated, went to university and would always come home late
- From then on I don't remember spending much time with you at all
- Then one day you decided to move out
- Now that I think about it, I would have felt so lonely back then.
Now your focus is somewhere else, further away from the starting point.
