29.12.13
I would blog about yesterday and everything (i.e. Boxing Day) but being the very lazy person I am I don't want to connect my phone and transfer photos and everything *tears*- Despite only 2 hours of sleep the night before (I should have all nightered, I rather not sleep than sleep a tiny bit because it's so much more painful crey) I ended up sleeping at 5am. Even though we were both tired as fuck, we still managed a long, serious talk despite Skype being a downer and not sending messages every 5 minutes.
- In the end I didn't get to clear my mind and sort out my thoughts... more like they're getting even more tangled as time progresses. I feel like I should draw a mind map and list out every thing that has been on my mind but fuck that sounds like so much effort and it's hard for me to recount everything in one go.
- Can I be like Makoto, have my elbow land on a time leaping device, try out every decision and leap back in time if the consequences weren't in my favour? I know this sounds selfish as fuck but seriously I am brain dead and I can't think straight
- Back to recounting
- Woke up half an hour ago (i.e. 6:20pm) and I feel like everything is falling apart
- I bought a massive canvas a few days back hoping to get my mind off things whenever needed but there is no room in my room to paint... every thing is everywhere and fucks given to clean it right now is less than or equal to zero.
