15.12.13
I'm seriously so fucking scared right now. Everyone says getting over 95 is easy as long as you get band 5's for your exams but holy shit that's not even reassuring anymore. All my course preferences are solid 97's or high 96's and I screwed up 50% of my HSC exams and my ranks and shit are mostly estimated (i.e. shit fucking ranks) so am I just destined for TAFE? I swear to fucking God I will be so fucking thankful if I make it into comm/arts and I promise I will be a better person and try so hard in life to become an even greater person. Miracle, please. If things really do screw up, I am going to try my fucking hardest during the first year and aim for a high distinctions and then bam change courses and apply for an exchange. But please, let a miracle happen. When Mary talked about her friend who got a shit HSC mark and ended up regretting it and sulking for months, I thought to myself 'I don't think that'll be me' but fuck I'm already hating myself for not trying so hey there's Tina for the next semester.|
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所以在我眼里，下了一场大雨。 |