i don't wanna miss a thing - aerosmith
23.2.14
Wednesday 19th February (no pictures because I didn't feel like it haha. Does anyone realise that while taking pictures of something you miss the actual experience? If that makes any sense... Like recording a video/taking photos of fireworks. You're so concentrated on the screen that you actually forget about absorbing in the moment in front of you. And yeah, didn't want to miss anything today)

Didn't know if going was a good idea, didn't know if I was doing something unnecessary. It felt like I was trying for nothing, even at that last moment I couldn't make myself do it.
  • Woke up at 8am and I felt so bad for Shirley because she had leg day and I made her stay up with me till 3 in the morning... she basically would have died at gym because she was so tired 
  • The walk to Burwood station was actually quite nice, I had already forgotten how refreshing it feels to walk in the morning breeze. Whenever I walk by myself, music is a necessity... but listening to the lyrics made my chest feel so heavy and for the first time I actually took out my earphones and walked in silence. 
  • Got home, straightened myself up and headed to Chatswood 
  • I knew it was too good to be true, why did I even expect what I had been hoping for? Did I really ask for too much... where did I go wrong? But yeah, that was all I wanted yet life threw its shit at me once again
  • Had lunch at Makanai with Tristan, Andrew, David (I swear he is the splitting image of Charlie) and his cousin Kevin(?) who's apparently an international student or something I don't really remember 
  • Then Andrew David and Kevin went to get haircuts (still not sure why Andrew got one LOL his hair was still pretty short despite his worries of having curly pube hair) and Tristan wanted to buy a toothbrush so we went toothbrush shopping? HAHA Never knew toothbrush shopping was actually this serious/strenuous... nigga kept trying to find how many revs each toothbrush did per minute etc; and in the end the sales person actually came along and helped him research about the toothbrush online LOL He also rejected all my offers to buy him a Dora the Explorer/Pooh bear toothbrush instead which was only $9.99 compared to his $149.00 poopbrush. 
  • There was a pet shop nearby and one of the puppies were so qt that I nearly died. All I remember was Tristan talking about how fat the white rabbit was and how it was chewing on a pole LOL It looked like him too huehue, silly rabbit and silly Tristan  
  • Then we played power grid at Tristan's and I was so scared that I was going to fail hardcore because I didn't listen to the instructions and too busy playing with the bits and pieces that came with the game crey. Tristan the faggot ended up winning ffs but I came second so I guess that was ocake :D 

Even though you becoming an actuary and me having to provide you with 5eva chocolate to be able to access your money making services did sound burdensome at first (I mean come on, 5eva chocolate do I look like Willy Wonka to you :c ) but now I would have much preferred that. Not sure if you even read my blog anymore but tc TC! Be a good boy, study hard and distinction average all day errday ^________^ And free meds as you promised huehue 
Tina ★

18 ' UNSW
今天天气晴,因为你只留给我背影,
所以在我眼里,下了一场大雨。