23.2.14
Thursday 20th - Downpour, collapse.
Spent half the day with Anthony because I am a faggot who needs accompaniment when I'm sad. Shouted me lunch and legit should have gotten butter chicken and butter chicken instead of another curry :( Then his year 11 mate came along and ate together and he is a very interesting kid I must say. He talks pretty slow and he found everything fascinating LOL Then we headed to net cafe and LoL'ed for an hour, massive cockfest I must say. Headed home, did a lot of contemplating until midnight and after hearing the opinions of a few close friends, I decided to carpe the shit out of this diem. If I'm going to start life afresh, I might as well start it with no regrets. Even though I was extremely tired at midnight, I waited till 3am and despite my heart was racing at 130bpm when the time actually came, I did it :D Stumbled with my words and my thoughts knotted in my mind but I still got it out in the end. Even though I didn't have to say half of what I intentionally planned to say, I was fine with it. I felt like there wasn't a need to because I was already content enough with all my questions answered. Carpe diem, carpe diem.
Friday 21st - the start, let it go
- Fell asleep at 5am and was meant to wake up at 8:30 to get IDs with everyone else but I basically overslept an hour. Ended up only meeting Dan instead because I felt so guilty making 5 people wait for me just because I was silly and didn't wake up sigh. Bumped into them on our way out of the campus and because I originally didn't tell them I was bringing a friend along to get our IDs, it looked like I had dogged them (and not actually slept in) for Dan crey
- The guy at ARC had a really hairy chest for an Asian
- Got my ID but it was really blurry (kinda thankful though huehue and I didn't look as nigga)
- Headed to Darling Harbour to meet Shirley, Luan and Cynthia for lunch at Hurricane's
Shared a full rack of pork ribs with Dan while Luan and Cynthia did the same. Then there's Shirley "nah no way I'm sharing I'm gonna get a steak for myself" LOL I remember Dan was talking about the bibs and how it makes people look silly and then that reminded me of Tristan looking like a kid with his bib and had me giggling inside for 5 minutes straight. The pork ribs didn't taste the same as I had remembered it so basically beef ribs > pork ribs
Commemorative photo of that coin display. Luan and Cynthia shat themselves for a moment when the guy at the cashier said "sorry we don't accept coins" but apparently he had that fml look on his face when he saw all the coins?! Headed back to Shirley's to help her set up for the party (which was basically just 5 minutes of balloon blowing) and on the way we stopped by Burwood Westfield to get more alcohol. I gave the guy my UNSW ID which didn't even have my DOB on it and he let me through. Ended up with a sack of goon because everyone was low on moneys and Cynthia spent her remaining savings on 2 chickens (which came in handy during the night because everyone was starving)
- Somehow half convinced Dan to come along and basically everyone spent an hour or two on the bed listening to music. Everyone complained how my music wasn't party music and basically just people covering sad songs :( Then I played my video recording of Nigga D and Tony singing the Brian He song and it was the funniest shit ever... because it was on speaker it sounded live and at one point of the video Brian came along and it sounded like if Brian actually came into the room and talked to us... couldn't tell the difference
- Had a few things on my mind so I ended up talking it out with Dan in a room for an hour + straight. Left the room with just as many complications in my head. He ended up leaving when everyone came (i.e. 8pm 3 hours after the party was meant to start)
- I actually don't remember much (even though I didn't actually drink much) but all I know is that everything became 100 times more interesting and fun when Nigga D came around midnight. Nigga D, Anton, Cynthia, Jisoo, Allan and I all chilled by the pool and at one point we tried to push Jisoo into the pool but that failed (also because he tried to drag me in every time we tried to push him in). Dewan and Anton held a goon sack each and we were basically passing it around and it was pretty funny. Then the Samoan talk started and idk it was all cray cray but it was so hilarious and all I remember was having a lot of fun and enjoying myself while laughing my ass off.
- When we chilled outside people kept locking us out and drawing the curtains like wtf what's the point of that
- I also remember Jisoo teaching Tracey, Anna and Cynthia Korean?! I showcased my skills with my usual 'nan chingul oepsseo' HAHA
- I think I made myself too many Friday mixes (Malibu + Cranberry juice) and god bless Brian for reminding me of this beauty's existence. Glad to say that I mixed it best out of all the other people huehue :D
- Also experienced Brian being angry for the first time and holy shit I legit shat my pants but I was too sleepy to do anything so I sat there in awe and even up until now I still feel guilty. Idk if you still read this but I'm sorry mah nigga ;w;
- Then around 2-3am everyone was hungry so we rummaged through Shirley's kitchen and ended up with Jisoo cooking rice (which he burnt) and that was meant to be mixed with sesame oil and red pepper paste. Toured around the house to see if there were any places to sleep and then accidentally kinda walked in on a couple, it was so awkward and yeah my eyes died.
- Ended up sleeping on a sofa but overall brothel 5 was pretty fun huehue (and it's true that all the odd numbered brothels are the fun ones, too bad Luan couldn't stay for long enough to actually experience this sigh) Had to wake up pretty early in the morning because I had a three hour lesson with Claire the next day sigh.
Saturday 22nd
It felt so chill to walk in the middle of my street. Usually there's always cars passing by every second so when I saw it empty I just had stroll along the middle. Even though it was a 15 second walk it felt so serene.
- Trained it back to Hurstville with Allan and Cynthia and it was pretty hilarious. There was a 1 minute wait at Redfern which meant that when we got off the train from Burwood, we had to sprint it all the way to the other side where the eastern suburbs platform was. And a friggen crazy sprint it was (and we also made the train wtf) We got on and we were huffing and puffing despite the fact that we only ran for 20 seconds (no joke)
- Had to tutor Claire and I nearly died in the library and knowing Claire (who doesn't listen to me ffs) she made my day even more tiring and frustrating. She kinda kept contradicting everything she said e.g. "where's daddy" and I reply and then nek minnut she's like "who's my daddy again" and I'm like wtf why do you even ask can you just please concentrate on your work :( and then three seconds later she's like "ohhhhhh i forgot about him already". Like Claire pls you were talking about him yourself two minutes ago and now you say you forgot who he was?! And can you just please concentrate on your work and listen to what I say T________T
- Got home and died
Sunday 23rd
- Was meant to spend the whole day cleaning up my room (all my things from Shanghai are on my bed, like everything.. which meant that I've been sleeping on the sofa in the past 10 days/sleeping over at other people's/huddled up in a little corner of my bed)
- Since mum is coming back tomorrow, my room has to be spotless otherwise she'll go ape shit and lecture me about how I should've just arranged and cleaned everything the moment I got back sigh but what is time?! Basically procrastinated and procrastinated and here I am now, 24th February 2am still procrastinating. Since I'll be at UNSW since early morning I'm just going to leave a note telling her that 'I tried and please don't kill me I'll clean everything once I get back from tutor today'.
- Also downloaded Breaking Bad and You Who Came From The Stars. Finally found the time to watch Breaking Bad (which I had assumed to be on my hard drive) but then I realised that it was on my old hard drive which is now taken apart and cannot be accessed unless I use a hard drive dock (which I don't own). Hopefully it actually is as good as everyone says huehue. There goes my sleep, hopefully I wake up in time to secure the comm camp tickets :(
- I also decided to go on Tumblr after half a year... it was a very bad idea.
